i get her on her knees
and she won’t look at me
but i’ll take what
i can get
these days
i don’t get much anymore
and it bothers me that
it doesn’t seem to bother me
like I think it should
–
even the tease of
this wet mouth
bobbing indignantly
while tracing the ridge of my
inflating member
does little to stir my interest
–
performing the act
more a social obligation
than intimate coupling
expressing any
deeper meaning
like shaking hands with
someone modestly familiar
to you
–
we’re both undersexed and
underwhelmed
and I’m sure that if this
comes up in conversation
we’ll both mention how lousy
the other was
–
she tugs on me
softening in her pursed mouth
withdrawing then
pushing her back on the bed
returning the favor
–
maybe one of us
will get off
at least