Go Out

she keeps asking to go out on our days off after work to let loose and have fun and i keep creating reasons why i’d love to yet can’t i shy from her touch her gentle hands her warm smile because the truth of it is i’m afraid of getting close afraid to let her…

At Least

she messaged me for awhile but i guess she lost interest in me a sharp pain explodes in my chest however briefly replaced soon with numbness i don’t know if it’s more of shame or disappointment of bleeding heart or bruised ego wounded pride turns to cool indifference and the heat in my cheeks fades…

Beta Alpha

i have struggled fulfilling the role assigned to me – man as perceived by men and women – to adhere to the strict doctrine of masculinity supported by overbearing phallic totems – impersonal patriarchal systems dictate who and how we are – i have questioned been questioned by myself by lovers by strangers – frustrated…

Savage Union

she comes on with predatory grace an ease both elegant and subdued – pheromone trance ensnares the naive youth of a boy fresh eager to please presents himself – savage union rends him stripping him of his dignity and rips him head to toe but he doesn’t know yet – confidence boosts alpha male static…